What? Where? Why? How?@Wednesday, August 03, 2011,11:51 PM
Life atm is not smooth sailing at all. Each day, time is passing by too fast. I'm currently at this stage of my life where I start to bombard myself questions after questions. "Where do I want to go after Fairfield?" "What do I want to do with my life?" Those questions are constantly on my mind 24/7.
Lost, despair, blurred. Till now.... I have no idea what I want to do with my life and what my interest are. Without those answers, I feel like I'm just living my life with no purpose, no ambition, no aim. Meaningless huh?
Each day, I turn to the poly magazines. Hoping to find a course I have an interest on. My fav will be the School of Humanities. But... They don't offer good future. Dilemma. That's the word.. With no course that I'm interested in, how do I find my motivation? Time is srsly running out. Motivation level is still at 0. I need to start making a change. But I'm not sure how. :(
Sigh. As a child "I can't wait to grow up" was my favorite sentence. Now that I'm older, this shit honestly sucks. Where have those carefree days gone to? I rly miss those days. But this stage I'm currently at is called growing up. I need to learn to embrace this. Till then, goodnight world.
Change@Sunday, July 17, 2011,11:37 PM
Today, I randomly decided to reminisce my past. And the best way to do that was obviously, through this blog. Bittersweetsymphonyoflife has loyally accompanied my life journey since 2006. Posts after posts, I realized so much. Things has changed drastically. Different people walked in and out of my life. Different year, I hung out with different groups of people. Honestly, I've changed too. And I miss my old self...........
To those who left: Whoever you are, wherever you are.... I miss you terribly. No matter how long, I'll never ever forget you. You once mattered alot to me. Those memories and moments we shared together will always be engraved in my heart. I genuinely hope you're safe and sound and doing well. I'll always miss you.
Change? Why must everything change year by year? Change is the only constant in life. And as much I hate that fact, I have to learn to embrace it. I'm afraid of change, I'm afraid of the future. But I know that all these are just parts and parcels of life. I can overcome this. One day I will. Till then xx.
Treasure something while they last.@Monday, September 13, 2010,7:32 PM
Have you ever felt... Annoyed at yourself? Hahah yeah. Exactly what I'm currently feeling. Yesterday, I only had 1 hour or less sleep. I hate Sunday nights because firstly, it's Monday the next day and secondly, I'll always toss and turn in bed without fail. However, I also love Sunday nights. I tend to think and reflect about my life and the people around me.
Yeah so I have concluded yesterday night that... I'm an ass, seriously. I've never learnt my lessons. I'm always taking things for granted. I tend to follow what my mind tells me to do, not my heart. I'm such an annoyance. I tend to regret alot, eventhough I hate regreting. I'm always this. I'm always that.
2010 so far...@Wednesday, September 01, 2010,1:30 PM
Sorry I have been neglecting you over Tumblr, Blogger. I still love you cause you hold so much of my past memories. Deleting you will be like deleting half my life away. So here I am. Thought I'd like to post some update/pictures on events that happened the past few months. :) (PS: Long post ahead! Read at your own risk! Hahah!)
January 2010
CCA Booth! I had fun asking the Sec 1s to come join Red Cross! :)
February 2010
Multi-Ethnic Celebrations! My class won Best Class Room Decoration! :) Was sooo happy we all jumped up and down when they announced 4L as 1st! :)
After the celebrations, went out as part of the class to celebrate the Boss Haiqal's, Birthday! Went to have lunch together first with Junyuan, Nigel & Syikin. And then went to find the rest @ Town. Walked around while waiting for the movie to start. Some had to leave though. Watched Percy Jackson, was reluctant at first but the show was AMAZING. :)
On the day that I had Red Cross Flag Day, Jumapel went to celebrate Emporio's birthday! :) They went to watch and movie and lunch first while I joined them later. Hahah had fun hiding the presents from Emporio with Nigel and Junyuan @ the rooftop garden in Town! The view was awesome! :)
Community work with Historians, Track&Field and NE Ambassadors! Definitely had fun with my team. Rachel Ng's in the team too but she injured herself. Painted the Grandmother's house! Gave her house a brand new look! :)
May 2010
4JKL Class Outing! Had it for the first time! It was fun chilling out! :)
Cousins' wedding! It was super tiring but it was all worth it! Their wedding went smoothly! The left side is my Aunt's side while the right is my Uncle's side! I had fun too hanging out with the rest of my cousins, catching up and helping out! :)
Miss Ong's last day! :\ The day she left was the day she told us she was leaving. My class and I did a last minute ThankYou Miss Ong board. Sigh... I never treasured her, now she's gone. :(
Amazing Race @ Sentosa! My team memebers were Haiqal, Alin and this Sec 1 boy! Hahah I had fun talking to Haiqal and Alin! :) But... that Sec 1 boy was so michievious! Only Haiqal could handle him! Hahah. Anyway I had fun overall! :)
June 2010
Birthday month! :) My family (cousins and aunts, uncles) surprised me on my 16th birthday! I was super ignorant at first. I didn't suspect anything! At first, went to this wedding. And then we visited my Cousin's baby @ Woodlands! And then Birthday Dinner @ Sakura with a few cousins and some of my Aunts and Uncles. After the Dinner, went home and then that's when they surprised me! Hahha I was shocked. I loveeee my family! :)
July
Jumapel! Celebrated mine's and Nigel's belated birthdays! :) Had an awesome time too! Just the bus ride was looong (some building collapsed) from Junyuan's house to Holland V! Swenses and then Cold Rock! Played this game and took Polaroids! :) Mad love the birthday cake and board given by them! :)
August 2010
Breaking-fast together! Went to break fast with the malay girls! Camwhored, laughed, screamed cause we heard weird nosies and we also satisfy our craves! Hahah love that day! :)
And that's all I have to blog about. Of course there are more moments! Sigh, as you can see... Time flies. It was as if these events happened only just yesterday. A few more days to N Levels! :\ Guess I have to cherish every moment spent! Till next time! Xx
Gosh it's been ages@Saturday, July 17, 2010,7:48 PM
YES, It's been ages since I last update here. 2010, is one hectic year so far.
Town is like boomz!@Thursday, December 03, 2009,10:30 PM
Had an awesome day today, with Girlfriends! :D
From School to HMV (From The Heeren to 313 Somerset) to Centre Point and to Cineleisure.
Tiring but had fun! After buying an album for my Secret Person (Wtv it's called),
I'm damn broke. But it's okay! Here are some Neoprints we took today.
(Sorry girls, it's quite unclear! Had a hard time scanning the smaller ones. Pardon me aye!)
(Junyuan Ama Emporio Nigel)@Thursday, November 12, 2009,10:22 PM
Today, Jumapel was renamed and reincarnated! Had loads of fun today! Hung at our usual hanging out place, Jurong Point. Ate our Lunch and walked around and then off to Starbucks to chill and then we talked, alot. And the awesome part of the day? We finally camwhored alot together! Thanks for today, Jumapel! You guys rocks my socks! :-)
Oh I forgot! We also played Secret Santa! Apparently, we each said out what we wanted and then the Santah have to buy it for the person he/she got. Heh! Can't wait till the exchanging of gifts happens! It'll be awesome!
The Christmas List Prezzie (In case I forget):
Junyuan - Little Boots' Hands Album
Amalina -Justin Bieber's My World Album Taylor Swift's Fearless Platinum Edition Album
Emporio -Any BSB Album Owl City's Ocean Eyes Album
Nigel -Lady GaGa's Fame Monster Album Anya Marina: Slow & Steady Seduction Phase II
I seriously can't wait for the day we exchange our gifts! Who is my Secret Santa?
Hmmmm -winks- Till then!
Oh I forgot! We also played Secret Santa! Apparently, we each said out what we wanted and then the Santah have to buy it for the person he/she got. Heh! Can't wait till the exchanging of gifts happens! It'll be awesome!
The Christmas List Prezzie (In case I forget):
Junyuan - Little Boots' Hands Album
Amalina -
Emporio -
Nigel -
I seriously can't wait for the day we exchange our gifts! Who is my Secret Santa?
Hmmmm -winks- Till then!
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